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God almighty....



I have to write the story out again, though this is a pain in the dexterior, I shall do it. More for my amusement than for the sheer amusement of others.

How amusing...



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In all of the times I have surfaced throughout life, never have I seemed so alone. But it was nothing more than a short circuited route to intelligence and a force-ful pull of "realization".



My "faith", my "religion" is bringing about a nice forceful change in my psychology and my personality as a whole. In which I am thankful.



These people may meander on and on and on... etc. Et Aeternae... But I am still within quite a happy state of contentment. Least of all with these the ones I will endure.



Are things looking up?

No.



But they are evening out.

Never have I ever had the non-pleasure of running into old friends. This time is too amusing that the chance cannot be passed up. I'm currently enthralled to a place I would rather not be, with people that have paid no direct attention. I could do the whole "Well.. You've been such *nice* hosts.... I'll just leave you to fuck in your room and not carry a decent conversation with anyone....."



A line of that flavour might just rile a few backs, but at least it would be throwing that whore's words into her mole-driven "kitty" farsical face.... What rage burns in my veins!



Though this inhibits their sexual freedom, something by the "rules" I'm not allowed to do, but I will not be subjected to this willingly. Hence the reason for the MM in the CD player and the Brian Lumley and the computer being at my touch. God hath given man intelligence, thank for fuck that he used it right....



For now, this house of mine, Holes and Raven's should come through and once it has been I will be rid of this stupidity for good. I am amused by it all, irritated but sactified on the basis of it's only for a few more weeks. Then to rockingham, to anoniminity and to music, people and personal gratification. You can tell my world is very small, but so intense.